Well, for those that have not heard, things did not go as planned. We are NOT pregnant. We are devastated. I found out today at the OKC Junior League kitchen and literally fell to the floor. The only thing that I could think of is, "How am I going to tell my husband?" My husband was in a deposition today and did not find out until 5pm. I found out at 3:15.
You know the weirdest thing? I prayed and prayed for a miracle to happen. When I heard the news, I sobbed like a baby (and to be honest, still am) but after about 1 hour I just knew there was a reason. I knew that for some reason God did not want me to be pregnant right now. As weird as this sounds, I think my Faith in Him has become stronger. I know that we will be parents, maybe right now is just not the time.
We have to move onto "plan B" the problem is, we don't know what that is.
So, nonetheless, I leave you with this... (1) What do we do? (2) How are we going to come up with another $21,000.00 so we can try this again?
~Amy
im SO sorry guys! we are feeling your pain right now as we want nothing more than to experience this next chapter of your lives with you. i agree with you that its all in Gods plan and for you to keep on moving forward with love as your guide. we love you and want to see you very SOON...go get a bottle of wine! girl..you'll be a Mama Soon.....call soon! XOX
ReplyDeleteI am soooo sorry this cycle did not work for you both. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take all the time to heal. I also recommend some fun. Get some wine, treat yourself to a pedi...but please remember you will be a mother no matter what. We both will!
ReplyDeleteI have been torn up all day about this. I am in complete agreement Amy, God has a plan for you and Zac, it's all about his plan and timing. Take some time to heal, relax, splurge on yourself.
ReplyDeleteMichelle
Praying for you two.
ReplyDeleteKara